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I Want to See Things August 21, 2008

Posted by Christina in China, Musings.
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“Madison’s all right, I guess, but no one place is good enough…I want to get around.  I want to see things,” Emily Haan, world traveler and former New Yorker writer wrote in her collection of essays “No Hurry to Get Home.”

Right now, I so am sympathizing.  Minnesota is all right.  It’s a pretty state.  If you look, there are things to do, especially if you’re outdoorsy.  I shouldn’t complain too loudly about boredom and monotony since I’m freeloading from my parents- spending my days reading, writing and watching TV.  

Chris’s visit was a wonderful distraction from the waiting game to China  (September 17th and we’re on our way!) and we managed to find a few things to do: Spam Museum, gambling.   But half way through his week-long visit, I started to feel that tingle.  My mind wandered, I stared out the window at the soy bean fields, and fantastic images rose: pagodas and mountains and laughing, fat Buddhas and crazy, brightly colored bejeweled outfits.  All sorts of pictures of China that could have appeared in National Geographic.

The Olympics, with their incessant shots of Beijing: the Birds Nest, CCTV, Tienanmen Square and so on have only made me more anxious to go.  I’m especially excited to fly into the new terminal of Beijing’s airport which, if I’m to believe Vanity Fair, will make me want to hunker down, sip a cocktail, and admire its crisp, efficient beauty.

I even want to go to that market in Beijing that serves up insects.  Being a vegetarian, I have no idea what part of my brain thinks that would be a good idea.  Then again, Mary Carillo made Scorpion on a Stick look very enticing.   Will I muster up the courage to try it- or any Insect on a Stick?  Maybe if it’s covered in chocolate.  

In my continuing quest to read as much about China before we leave, to mentally prepare myself and add to my list of places to visit, I picked up J. Maarten Troost’s new book “Lost on Planet China.”  He wrote about his time living in China, his attempt to understand this formidable, mysterious country.  This morning, I read a heartwarming description of his hotel door man in Beijing expelling a wad of snot that made me completely loose interest in my cereal.  Then there’s the insane traffic, the disregard for personal space, the karaoke and I wonder what made me think China was a good idea?  

I suspect it was that part of my brain that thinks the Insect Market would be fun.  It’s twiddling my fingers thinking, “ooooh… I’ve never tried karaoke before!” Somehow, that’s a lot more enticing Over There than Over Here.  Anywhere you go has it’s problems and if you have to dodge a few puddles of mucus, then well.  I won’t wear sandals.

Dear Olympics: I Love You, I Hate You July 26, 2008

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Chris and I received some distressing news last week.  We can’t go to China until mid-September now.  Curse you Olympics!  We had bought tickets for August 14, 2008.  Silly move, I realize.  Remember for next time: wait until you’re absolutely positive the government will allow you into the country before purchasing plane tickets that are more than $1,000.

I checked my email at work and there it was: a friendly, apologetic letter from our employer explaining the situation.  Due to the Olympics, the government is restricting entry to the country– that includes us.  I scurried to the bathroom to stave off a flow of frustrated and heartbroken tears.  Not the first time this steaming ball of stress has collided with me and I’ve had to hide in the bathroom to collect myself.  I sniffled, dabbed my eyes and began the process of accepting that we would now have to wait six or seven more weeks to leave.  That pinprick of light I had glimpsed only a week ago receded further into the tunnel and now I can barely make out the glow. 

Surprisingly, I handled the news quite well.  Yes, I coward in the bathroom for ten minutes, but that was just my brain adjusting to the new circumstances.   BUT.  It’s not completely terrible.  Sure, I’ll lose out on a month of pay since I’m moving in with my parents for the several weeks until we leave.  My mother did have a point though. It’s not always about money.  I’ll have time to read, write, sleep in, relax, go kayaking with my father and shopping with my mother and then panic that I still can’t hear the difference between the third and fourth tones.

Waiting a little while longer isn’t so bad.  I’ll even say I made my piece with it.  But it super blows that Chris and I will be apart for a month and a half.  The Olympics will be my distraction.  I habitually glue myself to the TV screen, threatening to cut off anyone’s hands that dare switch the channel to non-Olympic programming.  This can go on until the wee hours of the morning when lame things like…like…hmph.  I can’t think of an Olympic sport I won’t watch.  Even the Equestrian.  Sure, in normal life who cars about a bunch of horses leaping over pond.  We’re not in Victorian England chasing foxes!  But it’s the Olympics!   The Glory!  The Honor!  Ah…I remember the 1996 games in Atlanta (of which I attended with the family) where I ogled the TV screen for glimpses of super hot Blaine Wilson.   And then fantasized about running into him in the Atlanta streets.  Sigh…